[DrBof]

every one recently seams to be rushing about doing things as fast as they can...i seem to be sliding through in some kind of time bubble it's all very odd i feel drowsy and depleated i sleep well and get up when i need to im not quite sure if anything has changed or if i can just see the world in a diferent light...i have taken a likeing to colours and lighting that i didn't used to maybe im experiancing some kind of excelerated lateral shift in the way i think like shokabookoo ("the sharp spirtshial kick to the head that alters your reality forever" - can't remember) i got more work to be getting on with than i have ever had before but i just cant bring my self to do it i kind of dwell in front of my monitor as the world speeds past hour drifts into hour. i get to the pub after work and i just curl up on one of the benches in the corner not caring who is about...i will sit crossleged on the bench huging my knees with my pint in one hand and a smoke in the other and touch neather (ive got a blister on my for finger to proove it to) not even fast paised or rythmic music gets me going my mind just settles on the rolling beats or underlying mellodys and i can sit for hours...content in my world for i am The Inconvenience Engine(tm)

Phill 'this pencil was made for sketchin' Tew

[kurisu]

That was one classic paragraph.

I have felt similarly many a time, DrBof. Technology needs to get faster and there needs to be more memory and more polygons and more bandwidth and cheapier costs and obsolete-before-you-buy/learn it and so on...

Sometimes I can't help but stop and look up at the birds chirping. Gliding through the air peacefully and without mechanation...

-k

[Jess]

hey Phil, that sounds like a radiohead song. That's how I feel everyday... especially when I wake up from a really messed up nightmare, and I can't get my thoughts clear... or maybe they are more clear... and I just don't like what I see.

Haven't heard from you in awhile, maybe I know why now. Are you going to be ok? :/

[DrBof]

im my (post)normal self i just feel that this forum is a good place to empty my brain onto...varios diferent things have happened since my last bout of ramblings

a girl that i thought liked me declairs that she never wants to speak to me again (witch is always pleasant) and odd things going on @ work

never fear im fairly robust

speaking of lyrics i pulled these from a breakbeat era tune called "terrible funk" it's about the death of the free party in the uk (u may smile all u non uk peeps but if your not carfull roodi will do the same to u!)

Slide on in, (slide on in)
slide on inbetween,
the liquid base babe,
im on your side.

i look up, (i look up)
look up and loose my self,
watch u take your place in the sun,

don't be shy, (don't be shy)
where all the same on the inside,
the liquid base babe,
im on your side

Slide on in, (slide on in)
slide on inbetween,
the liquid base babe,
im on your mind.

time to die
they come from nowhere
big black suits
with numbers on there jackets
holy cow no i dont tell them nothin
im on your side

don't go out, you think i learned my lesson?
day to day we fight a loosing battel

shine oh shine it's all the same on the surface baby
on the other side

yes i see you!
day by day
dont go out
feel so strange

[end]

feeling slightly more chipper today but not huge amouts (but thax for the consern) i want to get out have nothing to worry about, only where my next meal comes from, it's almost festival time again (woohoo) ill make a break from it all just fro a weekend in the wild...im not sure i was build to be strapped to any one place...i have always moved around...3 years is the longest i have stayed any where...it can't be time to move on...i dont know...im off to amsterdam in a couple of weeks...i need to redo my website

what do u recon maddening scribbles or clean technical lines?

(doh i would forget my brain if it wasn't sealed in my skull)

Phill 'my mind is liquid night, my soul is black pollished chrome' Tew

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[Jess]

I prefur maddening scribbles.. rather than clean technical lines. Skribbles have more emotion in them, and are much more passionate than clean perfect lines. But that's just how I am...

We travel a lot too. The longest I've stayed anywhere was 10 months. (I mean since I left 'home') But it's not very comforting at times, wondering where to next? So I believe we will be settling down somewhere soon. What is the difference between comforting and comfortable? Because I am comfortable, but not comforted. Does that sound odd? Oh well nevermind

[A.Buttle]

Nice one

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[LeChuck]

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[DrBof]

i have gone against the wishes of jess im afraid *oops* i went on a very clean desgin(spelling?) anyhoo to see the work in progress go to
http://193.123.245.142/newfunk/personal/index.htm

it's under the knife 9 till 5 GMT tell me what u think

[Jess]

awwwwwwww.... but but I thought you you you... *sniff* *sniff* it's ok... I.. I.. I.. I.. will live.. *sniff* *sob*

Naw, it's cool, very sleek. Very trendy. That's pretty much the same look Nicole is working on with Synic. It's going to be cool, I'm helping her with it.

Anyway, I hope you feel better after going to AMSTERDAM!! YOU SUCK... you're so lucky you live in Europe. I wanna go live in Europe and be European and ride European bicycles and do European things too!

[Count Zero]

Jess, wanna trade?
I wanna go live in America, (not) be American and ride American cars and do American things.
Guess I'll have to settle with possibly visiting New Mexico next year if I can find the time... I'd like too see mountains at least once in my life. It's not a fetish or anything, but I hear they're purdy.
Oh yeah, and it's waaaarm over there.

Ach, this has nothing to with the topic at hand, but hey, this is under "Random musings" so I can get away with this.

Maybe I should post a poem I wrote ages ago that everybody ('cept me) seemed to like... Naah, too embarrasing. :\

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[Jess]

hehe, American drugs

Yeah, people aren't so crotchedy in 'Random Musings'. 'Specially Phil, he's pretty cool. I want to go to Amsterdam because they have sex on the lawns and drugs are legal.



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[DrBof]

Wooohooo coffie shops(spelling?), canals and wind mills...
need to bye a camera so i can put up some photos insted of that pants one on me in the server room. i want people sat on walls and pics of my loverly flat(my 4 foot inflaitable rocket, green lava lamp, my sofas and rug and...and...and my faverate mug [got cows on it]
spent saturday trawling charity and clasic clothing shops and sat in cafes all very exiting. but the sun was out and i bourt my self a new pair of flaired cords (funky baby)...i love this forum and all u peeps on it *big hug*

Phill 'hes just a big old soppy @ heart' Tew

[Spitfire]

*sigh* The stories you crazy americans hear about my hometown keep suprising me... sex on the lawn?? drugs legal? windmills?


/Spit shrugs

[Jess]

*sigh* yep, the woman I work with said she went to Amsterdam, England and France awhile ago. She told me all kinds of interesting stories, and now I want to live in Amsterdam and have *cough* ..fun.

Aw Phil, you really should buy a camera. I am in the midst of re-decorating our apartment. Though it's not much in size, it is slowly comming along. I love thrift shops! We frequent the thrift shops here often, though they're probably not as cool as the ones you have over there. You can still find some really good finds here. I found this awesome 50's style kitchen table and chairs that I want soooooooooo bad yesterday. But it cost way too much. But we did find this handsome gothic chest of drawers, all solid wood for only $70 at the thrift store, so I am happy.

-Jessica *I wanna be Phil for a day* Tobine


PS
Is it true they don't use toilet paper in France??

[Count Zero]

Doesn't everyone in America
own a gun, two cars, eat (Mc)junk food all day every day, do drugs, participate in some obscure religious cult activites, disapprove of sex but at the same time condone violence, blow up abortion clinics, blame society/parenting/media/games/TV for all the fucked up stuff in the world, poke their noses in political issues that do not involve them, go nuts and dash off on a killing spree to their place of employment?

If you didn't catch the sarcasm, leave this planet.

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[Spitfire]

Ah yeah i allmost forgot about all that

But seriously... amsterdam is the sweetest, cleanest, safest, cosiest city in the world Hell i love this city.

/Spitfire

P.s. visitors, if you need a guide to nighttime amsterdam, well, ya know

[Jess]

Count Zero, why you so hostile? Jeeez... putting a downer on my day man.

*sniff* *sniff* A-A-A-All I said was I want to visit Amsterdam someday cuz I heard it's really beautful there. So so so stop being a big meany head.

*runs off in tears!*

[Spitfire]

Awwww... *feels sowwy*

If you come over you can stay at my place, just make sure to be nice to the cat.


/Spit

[Jess]

aww here kitty kitty kitty!! I love cats.

naw, I was just f'ing with him. Cuz he was being all sarcastic, insinuating that I am not very intelligent maybe? I don't know... but I found it amusing anyway.

PS

I despize McGarbage and don't believe in hand guns

[Spitfire]

Same here... like i would ever let you stay over

*giggles*

/Spit

[DrBof]

hehe...i thought holland was famos for windmills and i was under the impression that drugs were de-criminalised (?) hohum

anyhoo my web site is comming on nice...
http://193.123.245.142/newfunk/personal
and im having lots of fun here it was sunny but isn't any more

i best get a cammera some time soon becuse im out on my ear in 4 weeks (shit is that all *nurvus grin* ) best find somewhere to kip soon....and i want all u peeps to see me in my natural habitat

jess : u found a 50's style kitchen table and chairs ! i would give up caburys cream eggs for a set like that!

note : very chuffed found the a original vinal version of the A-Team theme from 1983 to cool

Phill 'Happy Happy boy' Tew

[Spitfire]

Yes, holland has lotsa windmills, but Amsterdam is quite unlike the rest of holland And drugs aren't legal, we just divide them in harddrugs and softdrugs. Softdrugs like weed and some herbal stuff is legal, but everything else (harddrugs) isn't.

/Spit

[Jess]

Dammit, now I'm craving Cadbury Cream Eggs!!!

Oh well, Easter is comming up! So they are selling them again here in the states!! WOO HOO!! My auntie in Scottland used to bring us candy from there when she would visit, when I was a little kid. And she'ld always bring Cadburry Eggs and that triangle shaped chocolate covered toffee... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm... *sigh* I'm so hungry.. we need to go grocery shopping.

Aw man... now I got to get dressed and hit the candy store or something... later


PS
YOU GOT THE A TEAM THEME SONG ON VINYL??!!! I used to watch that show back in the 80's!! hahaha, that is sooo cool. I will have to save up for that table and chairs.. it's well over $500

[Count Zero]

Ach! I'm an insensitive brute!
My sincerest apologies to Jess (and everybody else I might have offended). Wasn't my intention to insult anyone.
And I wasn't trying to insinuate anything.
Again, I'm sorry.



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[Jess]

awww, all is forgiven. You didn't really hurt my feelings... maybe just a little bit. But I got over it

[DrBof]

am alive
i got 12 from my mum the other day...mmmm now i feel ill

[Jess]

BLAH... I feel so ill too. I ate M&Ms for breakfast. yuuuuuuucckkkk!! Too bad I'm not buhlemic. No... that wasn't funny. Well got to go, take care!

-Jess

[Spitfire]

M&M's for breakfast? mmmm......

I eat old pizza and coke in the morning when i have a hangover. It works perfectly.

/Spitfire

[Jess]

yum... tho cold soda would be prefurable.

[Spitfire]

Naw cold doesnt work... it should be a little below room temp. Just like the pizza.

/Spitfire