[Guy]

i cant draw!!!!!

*banging head against desk*

go ahead and post your problems, if ya want

P.S. any one else finding this page a little slow when loading threads?

[Chris]

I CAN'T make ENOUGH MONEY$$
I always have like only 100 bucks after the month ends..this sucks!!

Oh and I already knew I couldn't draw..:-)

And the answer to your ?: No, seems fast, but I have DSL (work) and cable (home)

[shahar2k]

$100 per month? I'm lucky if I have that much in my bank at the end of the month!

wanna know another little frustration
it's frustrating to sit around at home, and think to yourself you should be doing something, while knowing that you'r just going to keep on sitting on your ass, cus there's really nothing motivating you to do anything, not practice drawing, not get out and run, NOTHING.... uhm yah.. that's frustrating

[Guy]

i have cable too, but just the last few days its been taking a while to load.

oh and i dont even have a job, so i know how you feel hehe

[Maruman]

i cant get this girl i'm madly in love with :-( that count as a frustration??

[shahar2k]

maruman, I think that goes under "life"

[Ian]

I disagree, i have the same problem.

and, yes, it frustrates the hell out of me.

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[Transcendent]

Oh, and I really can't draw.

[Chris]

Yeah, 100 bucks though doesn't buy me a new Video card or Dreamcast at the end of the month that is my fustration, I have to save it cause I have an old car and winter is coming up...*crosses fingers* hopefully nothing will happen to it..

[Transcendence]

girls, money, job, car, school, life, friends, people, needing of new music, being lethargic....I could go on..

[Count Zero]

My future.
Concerning my education/job and girlfriend.
I am going to TRY to get an education in a ruthlessly competetive business with no room for fuckups or lazy people (of which I am both). Film, that is. And even if I DO get myself educated, that doesn't mean dick. I'm still probably gonna be starving to death for lack of work with my whole family being ashamed of me ('cause my sibling is going to be successful, without a doubt).
And then there's my girlfriend. I don't have a single fucking clue as to where we stand in relation to each other, or where we (or I) want the relationship to move to. Should I/we end it? Should we take a step forward? Does she share these feelings with me? Whatever happens, I don't want HER getting hurt. Going to be spending 3 weeks alone with her in a foreign country with her family, and lacking "backup" (ie. mutual friends, or just MY friends). It'll end up being a beautiful bonding experience which deepens our relationship or... Considering all the variables, I'd place my money on the latter.
So fuck fuck fuckity fuckfuckfuck.

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[Duckman2]

Uhh...I like my life I'm still in high school and don't have to pay for rent yet, but yeah I have the girl troubles too, not that they don't like me, I'm just too spineless to ask for a date, now that's frustrating because it's no one's fault but that stupid bitch last year that broke my heart in half and stomped on the peices and lit em' on fire with gasoline and a zippo lighter. Uh yeah that's it I think and I can draw not well but I can draw.

[Hadoken]

ummmm...

all my drawings turn out too cartoony!
arrrrrghhhhhh
and and and...and photoshop wont let me make more layers!
double arrrrrrrrrgh!

*rips out hair*

[Impaler]

I suck!

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[egerie]

Frustration ? Having to compete with a stripper over a lover. I got more boobs than her doesn't that counts ?!?

O� that was scandalous
"car chaque fois qu'on se laisse un jour on se revient
et chaque fois qu'on se lache un jour on se retiens
oh comme quoi on ferais mieux de prendre la vie comme elle vient
Ca fait mal et ca fait rien."
Translation before I get flamed :
"Each time we leave each other one day we come back
Each time we let loose one day we hold on
As if we would do better to take life as it comes
It hurts and it does nothing (doesn't matter)."

[Silico]

fustration? ooh... been there -- last week, here's a few examples:

wednesday - i got fired, got caught skipping school, and had to sleep in a car 10 miles from home(lucky i even got that type of shelter...)

thursday - hit a telephone pole, and was late to someones house and froze ass off trying to see damage in the 30 degree weather, and ended up sleeping in a tree fort(no heaters)

humm... the other days of the weekend are confidential due to brothers that will tell dads about what they're not sposed to know about. if you want to know the rest of the story, say "dulu-bocker" in a post and i will email it to you.

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`~*Silico

[ChanXiaoHing]

It hurts when I pee

just kidding

On a more serious note, the girl I'm in love with has recently told me that she wants to be nothing more than friends with me, and is actually interested in my friend...

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~Ron Chan~
Check out my site! -->Zephyr Studios

[Giant Hamster]

Im a musician and im going deaf in one ear!!!!! or atleast i think i am...i cant really get a certain on it cause it keeps changing, sometimes it seems fine, but then when im really listening to something it fades out and i cant hear shit or it goes all ringy or somethign fucked happens.



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The Hamster Alliance
AIM: Gianthmstr
Multimedia Producer/designer/all of the above.,overall guru :)...and music music music! weee!!

[Blade]

Yeah oh lets see mine are basically Im too lazy to get a job because im too lazy to go drive around looking for one so i can get money to pay back a friend of mine for messing up his playstation 199 dollars, i have owed columbia house records like 30 dollars for a year now i owe my parents 500 dollars for car payment. I get yelled at because im always on the computer working on art stuff that doesn't relate to my school art class blah blah blah... and of course there is much much much more but if you choose to look at the bad things that are happening in life it only makes you feel worse and down more. I try to disregard that stuff and just accept that someday it will go away and someday there will be more
Stress it comes and goes accept it for the good it can do for you and don't worry so much over the bad things because the bad can't stay forever. Eventually the good will win over it and blah blah blah...
Its just a constant cycle of good and bad struggling between each other like man verse the status que.
Be at peace with it or worry about it and worsen your condition mentally and physically.

[faustgfx]

frustrations?

having had my hair ruined by someone else's incompetence.

having to live alone.

having 2 friends plus the company people.

having weak back and knees and arms.

looking like a pile of shit wrapped up in clothes.

having to do graphics shit for living.

being unable to see my loved one ever again.

having ever started with graphics shit.

spending 95% of the time i'm awake inside the company space 'cause i have nothing else to do in my life.

having to leave my poor soft toy lions home where they have to be alone.

having bad eyes.

going more and more deaf.

having to live in finland.

watching other people around me be happy and doing things in their lives.

having to live on the same planet with people.

being shallow enough to feel jelaous just 'cause of seeing someone with a pretty girl somewhere.

not owning 100% of front line assembly's material.

not having a motor disco ball in the office (just a regular one).

being 18 and having reached only materialistic goals in my life.

being 18.

smoking.

having to wash all of my clothes clean of my own blood and vomit one too many times.

being unable to draw anything.

having a weak body.

having a broken mind.

having a broken heart.

having a broken past.

having a broken present.

having a broken future.

having a great miss for your dog that died 8 years ago 'cause someone decided to roll over the poor lil dog with a god damn truck.

having nasty coordination and motorics problems.

having hardcore sleep issues and deprivation.

having not seen home made food in over half a year.

having not paid attention to school since 3rd grade.

having to have to pay your god damn co-worker's stripper girl tip money 'cause he was broke and later on you realize you gave 5 times more than you intended to.

having to get to work at 9 am every first monday of the month.

going to a goth/ebm/industrial night more than once a year.

all those people from the last 4 years who ever went "HAYE FAUST U RULE I LOVE UR ART HEEHEE URE THE BEST".

having had a website for those 4 years.

having a fat ass.

being underweight.

not being able to sleep because of nightmares with dying young women in them too often.

having had practically no real childhood.

having had my home house burned to the ground.

having to have to listen to my art director in the company.

yadda. the list goes on. that's just a fraction. i just don't want to type that much.

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[This message has been edited by faustgfx (edited November 25, 2000).]

[faustgfx]

try afterlife.



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[Shadow]

lol shizo, was that the only girl you've ever found attractive? fake up! err i mean, wake up!!

uggh i'm frusturated cause shizo is real fake

i spend most of my day alone in my room on the computer...

i'm really really lazy

my eyes are really tired at the end of the day buy my body isnt (cause damn computer)

and thats it

I consider myself lucky ... because i am

oh, and also, life sucks being a 15 yearold (minus 5 days)

-S

[mantis]

you want more faustgfx! I'll add the anger from your piss-ass attitude on ICQ (my name was "ayanb"; you were probably pissed or something)

anyway. . .

Faustgfx, I see many advantages in your lifestyle. . .
you don't have to put up with the endless bitchings of your parents.
you didn't have to go to high school. you know 3 languages.
you have a steady job in a field you enjoy at a young age.
YOU NEVER WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL!

now back to my woes. . .

I think I am dying.

I get sick too often.

Sometimes I have this feeling that spiders are crawling all over my body and whatever I do, it just won't go away.

recently, I have been having cold sweats even though I gave up caffine and stimulants straight.

I have a hard time dealing with people, especially when they babble and say fake things to start a conversation.

I have too many bad CDs which I don't know what to do with.

For some absurd reason, whatever ethics I have forces me to buy CDs instead of rip them from mp3s. (I think RIAA uses subliminal messaging)

I have recently been listening to decent new-age rock (eg. aha - take on me)

My eyes hurt like hell most of the time

My power for my glasses is riduculous, I might as well be legally blind.

I have started 3 paintings but have been able to finish none. . .

now, as a finale, the course of my day

8:00 come back from friend's house (slept over)

deliver papers and go to dentist.

9:00 - 10:00 get some good ol' torture via orthodontic technology.

11:00-2:00 - watch parts 3 and 4 of "The Record of Lodoss War"

2:00-3:00 - sit in my room and debate whether I should start my homework

3:00-3:15 - stare at the 12x6 blown up pic of a highway with a tornado coming.

3:15-5:00 - go back online and check the forums, email, work on paintings and pics, etc.

5:00-5:15 - realize what a shitty life I lead and wonder if I will ever effect or accomplish anything in this world. Will I ever meet anyone that I am compatable with? Will I ever get a good job? When the fuck will I rot away and die?

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Highroller Studios

[mantis]

o yea, fatboy slim's new CD is decent, "bird of prey" is a nice track.

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[email protected]
www.liquid2k.com/koma
Highroller Studios

[faustgfx]

and you still wonder why i was pissed?

i think i have every fucking right to be pissed when someone assumes i do not know what i draw and where and how long it took, just as if i drew stuff without registering it with my brain at all, i'd just sit and draw and i'd never knew i even drew something.

i tried hinting that, then it just got worse. "are you feeling ok?" "if you don't remember which one.." or whatever.

but *shrug*. go whine 2 m0mma.



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sky high with a heartache of stone you never see me 'cos i'm always alone

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[mantis]

geez we sound like a married couple or some shit.

I was a bit slow. . .big deal, took me some time to get the message.

now I do. . .

how the fuck am I supposed to know that, "." means "thanx for the compliment bitch, now fuck off."

I assumed wrong later and it kept getting worse, into a doward spiral.

please faustgfx forgive me. . .please


OR NOT

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[email protected]
www.liquid2k.com/koma
Highroller Studios

[mantis]

quote:

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Originally posted by mantis:
geez we sound like a married couple or some shit.

I was a bit slow. . .big deal, took me some time to get the message.

now I do. . .

how the fuck am I supposed to know that, "." means "thanx for the compliment bitch, now fuck off."

I assumed wrong later and it kept getting worse, into a downard spiral.

please faustgfx forgive me. . .please. . I'll do anything for ye graphix l0rd! Please, this will never happen again, I promise.


OR NOT 8-\

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[email protected]
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Highroller Studios

[faustgfx]

if my icq away message says "the next one who msg's me goes to ignore and the rest will follow" you decide to post it on sijun?

ergh.

and for all that YOU know we could be married. you're just dreaming right now. next time you wake up take a good look at your room and see if you can spot something wrong. then check if you can walk straight.

%(=)#%/("#)?�!"?=`�/%#(�#"=?`!��?!=)?"�%#)=?

and the the fragile digi pak design is something that owns you, period.



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[faustgfx]

..freak.



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[mantis]

meh. . .you're right.

i posted it before your away message. either way, sorry dude.

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[email protected]
www.liquid2k.com/koma
Highroller Studios

[This message has been edited by mantis (edited November 25, 2000).]