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Alias · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 12:00 am

I've been in a good relationship for 2 years
and I'm totally happy.

But I still have that dream girl,
and she is a real person.4 years ago
she slipped through my fingers.
I never took that chance for a kiss and I had so many.

I still have dreams about her and when I think about her, the love is still there.
I am possitive that if given the chance for
a intimate situation, I woudn't hessitate.

I know I won't ever see her again though.

But am I wrong to still have these thoughts?

I love my girlfriend alot.
I just can't shake the dream girl......

J Bradford · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 12:15 am

theres always more than just one "special someone". no, it's not wrong. and your surely not alone.

leat hacksaw · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 12:21 am

why wont you see her again?

and no, you arent alone

Alias · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 1:23 am

The other day a buddy of mine came over from my home town
200 miles away and mentioned her. I guess he lives right next to her.

He had never met her before and he didn't know me when I met her.

He says" You know that NAME HERE girl you were with?"

with? she must remember me...how else would he know?

We never officially got together even though
we talked on the phone for months.
I was so in love with this girl even though I
never saw her in person very often. When I did, she was so beautiful that I was nervous.

i guess she thought we were together.....damn

I can't see her again cuz I'm with the other one I love.and so is she.........

[ July 23, 2001: Message edited by: Alias ]

Ahcri · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 8:39 am

So what you're saying is that although you're happy with your relationship with your current girlfriend right now, you still felt you're probably missing out another relationship that may have been beautiful.

Sorry for the psycho-babble. I guess it won't work very well on internet forums!

faustgfx · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 8:46 am

now all we need here is lunatique to post a 500 word post full of yucky sugar coated romantic babble.

v1510nAry · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 9:50 am

sorry i agree with faust there as to be another forum for this .. I know this is ramdom musing but this is just taking the piss ..

Try keep the problem deep within you, till it just bust open with a conclusion

Impaler · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 10:30 am

Yeah.. you're what? 23?

Quit thinking so much. It's killing you from the inside. You're not going to marry the girlfriend you have right now, and if you are, you'll end up divorcing her unless you get this other girl out of your mind.

Go find this mystery girl, find out what's going on with her. If you hold any feelings for her, then you have to take care of it.

You can't sit here thinking about it. That won't do anything but distort the truth. Don't break up with your girlfriend just because some girl remembers your name. Keep your girlfriend in the know, too. If you disappear, saying your on a fishing trip, she'll get suspicious. Just be honest with her; you need to go settle some issues with this other girl to make sure you're in complete love with your current girlfriend.

Quit thinking so much.

Chris · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 10:47 am

go visit her and see what happens from there....

Alias · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 1:04 pm

It's not like I sit around and think about it 24/7.
I just remember evey now and then.
And when I do, the feelings of love are still there.
Thats all.
Me and my current girl have a great
thing.
I just wanted to know if feeling that way is
wrong....loving 2 people.

I posted on this forum cuz I am here all the time......hint the name Alias.I trust yous guys with
good advice and crit.....artwork or not.

I'll go back to my real name now.....thanx

faustgfx · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 1:55 pm

lunatique: if you were to hug me, you would regret it by the time you noticed you're missing a piece of your neck about the size of my teeth rows.

Lunatique · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 5:14 pm

How about I just leave my hand-print on your bare ass? I promise I won't slap too hard.

Lunatique · Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2001 11:33 pm

Be careful what you wish for.... Here I come!

There's NOTHING wrong with having a romantic outlook in life. It goes well with being creative. (Go ahead, roll your eyes.)

Well, I think we all have that "romantic regret." You might always carry a torch for her, or your feelings might eventually fade away. Or, your love for someone else will eclipse what you feel for her.

*sigh* I'm still carrying my torch, and I'm pretty sure I'll never see her again.

Jussi- that wasn't 500 words. Ha! Lucky you that we don't live close to each other, or I might hug you to death(either that, or I'll just whip out my Tokyo Marui Steyer Aug, fitted with a 40mm red dot scope, and firing 800 rounds per minute. Your paintball gun/toy won't even graze me)!

Bishop_Six · Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2001 3:47 pm

quote:
Originally posted by faustgfx:
lunatique: if you were to hug me, you would regret it by the time you noticed you're missing a piece of your neck about the size of my teeth rows.

hahahahaha

lunatique: that last comment is going just a little too far

Lunatique · Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2001 4:18 pm

quote:
Originally posted by Bishop_Six:
hahahahaha

lunatique: that last comment is going just a little too far

Nononono. The Tokyo Marui Steyer Aug is a TOY gun! It's not a real gun!! It shoots plastic BB's. I'm not violent, I promise! Besides, anyone who plays airsoft or paintball(like Jussi)knows that no one is to engage an enemy who didn't have proper protection on(mask and visor). It's consider very LOW and uncivilized.

Impaler · Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2001 4:56 pm

Lunatique: I think he was talking about the hand print on Jussi's pale ass. No one ever, ever, ever wants the image of anyone's hand on fgfx' ass in their mind. EVER.

*shudder*

Time for more cyanide pills.

Vesuvius · Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2001 5:27 pm

you are wrong, you pathetic defective person who is so bad and wrong that you can't let go of love lost.
eh, it's no big deal if you feel only physically interested in this former attraction, if it's emotional then you shouldn't really be with the person you're seeing now.

]Aratex[ · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:14 pm

If it makes you feel better, I have a dream girl like that, too.. She was everything I ever wanted in a girl... We were together for 2 1/2 years and almost got married...

Now she's a lesbian and lives like 1500 miles away... Shit happens, move on..

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:17 pm

aratex: any man who sucks so hardcore he turns the love of his life into a lesbian gets a huge thumbs up from me :P

sad.

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:22 pm

and all i can say is that impaler has issues. if i were you, i'd steer clear of him.

quote:

works946: hey. i'm the one who got a mental image of your pale ass cheek with lunatique's hand on it. :||||||||||||
jussifgfx: .
works946: 's what sucks about having an overactive mind.
works946: "don't imagine jussi's ass. DON'T!"

"sure thing. it looks like this, doesn't it?"

"argh!!!!!@$U!@$KHSKFDJLAFADFA"

"hey. no problem. i won't imagine it now that i know what it looks like."

mental conversation, of course.

PandaX52 · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:22 pm

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:28 pm

yeah =| if you only knew all the weird shit that freak tells me all the time..

i think i'm scared of him.

PandaX52 · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:34 pm

sometimes I tell my cat to put on some pants, that she's being indecent, she never listens though.

go figure?!

Alias · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 7:54 pm

You guys just take over my topic or what?

start a new one or something.

Mines over.

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:09 pm

i post where i want.

burn0ut · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:10 pm

i thought fgfx made this topic.. wierd ;o

PandaX52 · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:21 pm

cain't we all just...get along?

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:22 pm

burn0ut: eh?

burn0ut · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:30 pm

i dunno, let me draw now ;D

faustgfx · Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2001 8:44 pm

fine.

i'll be dragging my ass to work.. gonna draw there, myself. *nods*