[faustgfx]

a psychotic delusional chemicalhead face-zoom still when he's about to load his guns and crash in to a night club to zip the contract and assassinate the target ?

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[faustgfx]

and yes indeed i hardly ever smile in the pictures. for a reason.

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[Nex]

probably. 'desperado' or something.

[faustgfx]

TETSUO 1 uwhhaarrahahahahamuwhahgsdg *snap*

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[Lunatique]

Jess, what's the deal with your website? The only thing that seems to work is the email?

Don't worry too much--there are wonderful people out there. Never give up hope. I havn't found my soulmate yet, but I know she's out there. Maybe she's on some other forum posting the same words I am at this moment. . ..

The things you are wishing for in a relationship is not unreasonable. Maybe you've just been looking at the wrong type of people? Ever tried going for a nice guy/girl?

My ideal for the perfect relationship is far more demanding and harder to find(impossible, in fact).

This is my ideal:

It all started very simple: I kept an eye out, and I�d find her. Maybe we�ll brush shoulders in a bookstore. Maybe we�ll spot each other from across racks of used CD�s. Maybe her car will smash into mine while we both tap our steering wheels to the beat of the same song. Maybe she�ll be the caller with the wrong number, but the right timing. Infinite possibilities, with one result: the two halves will come together and form a perfect whole. Seamless, intertwined, inseperable. In that instant, the world will cease to exist, time will stop in its flow, and our breaths will be held, in awe and disbelieve that we should be so lucky.
Once together, never apart again.
Understanding without words; gentle touches that soothes the soul; unrestrained gazes that connect the heart, and yearning embraces that sear with passion. No one will come between two kindred spirits bound together as one. Not even heaven or hell. Through every human emotions and aspirations, we will grow together, mending one another�s faults, inspiring enlightenment of the soul, and challenging each other�s capacity for love, compassion, trust, and faith.
So, with dreams in my mind and hopes in my heart, I lived, waiting for the right signs.
Once in a blue moon, I see proof that what I seek is not impossible. It�s out there; I�ve seen it with my own eyes. The lucky ones, they walk hand in hand, knowing they have found sanctuary and bliss in each other. Their happiness was here to stay, and their love was unshakable.
If I have no luck seeking her out, then I must wait. Maybe she�s got better luck than I do, but it doesn�t matter who finds who first. As long as we find each other. . ..




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[faustgfx]

what are you on?

it's a fucking shotgun law in the real life out there, romantics died about 200 years ago man.

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[Ragnarok]

*blink* *blink*

So... I'm dead?

Er... I didn't know been dead was so good. I thought it would be more like eternal darkness or something.

[faustgfx]

lunatique: that's total bullshit.

and since you don't know the background which is none of your business, i'll regard it as just regular bullshit. if you knew, it'd be utter bullshit.



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[Ragnarok]

I'm still wondering if I'm dead or not...

About romantism... I think it's better to be that way, but quite hard.
Atheism is hard, romantism too. I like hard ways

[Jess]

quote:

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Originally posted by faustgfx:
a psychotic delusional chemicalhead ...

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This is my "type" hahahaha

Mmmwahhh

[Count Zero]

shutterbug = linssilude
I would imagine.

I have some hope in the existence of romance. Even though my girlfriend and I fell out of love some time ago, it doesn't mean I stopped believing in love. I have faith that I will feel that way about someone again. It might not be for some time, but I'm confident that I have not been fated to live my life alone.
Call me an optimist.

[faustgfx]

ruahahahahahaha linssilude bhwahahjdsgkdhsgjahaa *crack up*

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[FaithInChaos]

tetsuo: the iron man?
i did my film lit final on that film, the final was an oral presentation. i must have watched it 26 times the weekend before class. the day of the final, standing in front of about a hundred people the only things i could say was: moshi moshi.
i just stood there and said moshi moshi repeatedly, untill my instructor told me to take a seat. that movie fucked up my mind.

using a generalized perspective i would say in my experiance, all women are romantics. the only male "romantics" i have known, swing the other way.
my girlfriend likes it when i do all the corny romantic shit. i know that if i didnt, she wouldnt be my girlfriend for much longer. girls expect this crap, and the guys put up with it because they love them and/or want to get laid. i dont think many guys enjoy making a public scene, or blowing a whole paycheck on flowers w/ assorted bathshop shit; but its chisled into the mating ritual. romance is all about making the guy suffer for the omanko.

[Lunatique]

You know what? You are so very right. All the romantics are dead, and there's only a handful of us left around the world. That's why it's so damn hard to find another one just like me.

I WANT to believe in fairy-tales. Life is so much more fulfilling that way. You only live once, why not fill it up with beautiful things?

It took me a long time to realize that not all artists are hopeless romantics. Maybe I'm cursed, but I wouldn't want it any other way.



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[faustgfx]

i had the phase of being a hopeless romantic.

then the shotgun bit appeared.

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[Lunatique]

Faust. . ..

NEVER give up! FUCK the rest of this sick, twisted world. People like us are the ones that keeps it beautiful and full of dreams. Don't let other people's fucked up ways turn you into a hardass. You can remain full of ideals and dreams, and still be realistic and be able to protect yourself.

Never, ever, let reality alter you that much. Being jaded and cynical is the worst way to live. YOU are your own reality. YOU build the kind of world you want to live in. And as they say, if you build it, they will come. Other romantics will recognize you, like another animal of the same species spotting one of their own, and they will come to you. If you let harsh reality change you into a completely different animal, then our species(the romantics)will die out one by one. That would be sad.

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[Nex]

YOU build the kind of world you want to live in.

actually.. and sadly so.. its not that way.
I'd be happy if it was.

[faustgfx]

aye.

moshi..

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[Lunatique]

I guess I'm just very different from most of you. I just went on a date today, and I turned down this girl because she wasn't romantic enough for me.

The whole thing about women being more romantic is just a stereotype. Most of my male friends are all more romantic than their girlfriends/wives. And NO, none of them are gay or bi-sexual.

Well, you guys live your way, I live mine. And NO, nothing I've said is "bullshit." I voice my dreams and ideals for a beautiful world, tries to encourage you, and all you do is stomp on it. It's true that I know nothing about your background, but all the things I've said are out of good intentions. If you don't agree, then just say so. There's no need to call what I said "bullshit." Since when did it become so trendy for artists to be so macho and insensitive?



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[Enayla]

All women are romantics?

That's bullshit.

I'm no romantic. I haven't been since I grew up.

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[faustgfx]

lunatique: it's not a trend and it's not macho, it's the real world.



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[Socar MYLES]

Hm...I must have died some time in the night & come back as a man.... Or perhaps my complete lack of sentimentality just makes me...gay. (Funny. I didn't THINK I was gay.)

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[FaithInChaos]

i used words like: "my experiance," "perspective," and "generalized"
why are you being so defensive, unless we have met i wasnt talking about you.

when you say a "romantic" i think, someone who; is emotionaly connected with people, is devoted, is extremely sensitive, has a wild imagination and epic vision's, has irrational expectations and ideals, is fascinated by or intrigued by smallest of details...

its when you use all (or some) of those attributes to express love or desire for another person, thats what i believe romance to be.


i havnt met any (heterosexual) males who fit that definition, all the females i have been friends with, dated (and/or heh conjucted with), whether they expressed it at the time or not expected romance in the relationship. this has been my experiance in life, you can suck it for eternity it still wont go away.

[Count Zero]

Lunatique, don't mind the bitter lonely people. Pathos artists indeed.
I agree with you on the existance of romance. My heart has not yet been hardened to the extreme.

[faustgfx]

*hisses and snarls*

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[Enayla]

FaithInChaos�. This from the man who claimed, in another thread, that the way to get a woman that has said no to you would be to screw around with her friends� and thus make her crawl back to you.

I honestly don't trust your opinions - but they are yours, so you are free to have them.

You need to realise something, though� if you go around with the kind of attitude you have in here, in real life, I have a full understanding of why women's actions seem strange and irrational to you. I can see that you probably don't understand the first thing about women - how could you?

You referred to me as a feminist in another thread. You said something particularly nasty about my "aborted children"... Well. That's very sweet of you - thank you . (I never got around to responding to that, since Dhabih closed the thread because of your bad language)

It's not that strange that people get "defensive" around you, because you generalise in the most insolent ways. You have a unique talent of making everything you say sound like complete� crap. I congratulate you on that

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[FaithInChaos]

attack the statement and not the person...

the post i made about screwing around with her friends was a sarcastic in-joke. a friend's girlfriend decided to cheat on him in hopes that he would get jealous and start paying more attention to her. and it worked, for about a week. so it may be good advice. heh

its fine that you dont trust my opinions, who would trust the opinion of a complete stranger...especially coming from the internet?

what attitude? females dont seem strange or irrational at all to me, and i never claimed to fully understand or partialy understand women. i dont treat people by asigning a class to them, because i realise everyone is unique. not all females are going to be the same as not all men are going to be the same.

hehe...a feminist is someone for the empowerment of women. if i called you that, i probably had a reason. and i seem to recall that you did respond to that:

"FaithInChaos: Bah. I'm not a feminist. You, however, are everything but a man - I'm beginning to realise that now So you're excused."

(question: since when do personal opinions determine what gender you are?)

what is totally brain numbing is that i tell you in my post that my fracking post is from a generalised perspective to begin with. did you read it, or just scan for keywords to form a response.

really? does everything i say sound like complete crap...well i beter close my mouth before i spew more diuretic feces on the entire forum.

*FaithInChaos: wraps a diaper around his head to keep all the watery 'crap' from spraying all over enayla*

[Enayla]

Personal opinion, at that time, had to do with the fact that you were throwing out insults with such bad language in them that Dhabih went in and had to censor them. I can't think of someone behaving like you did in that thread as a "man" (maybe a male creature, yes, but that is a different thing altogether).

My response back then was directly connected to how you were referring to women (and me in particular), and that was� well� suffice to say that you weren't behaving very nicely.

As to the rest - it's all fine to generalise with an insult if you say that you generalise? If someone says that "from my experience, all black people are real bastards?" (and that is NOT my opinion, by the way. Not at all)� that wouldn't be insulting towards black people? When you generalise, you're saying "in general"� meaning that all women in general are romantics. Say, have you made a poll about this? Do you really have any bloody idea how women think? What country are we talking about? How come you can claim that women do this to make men suffer (check your earlier post)? Why /shouldn't/ I be insulted when you claim that women in general are sentimental romantics that like making a scene? Bah. If I wrote a post that said that "Men, from my experience, are generally insensitive bastards." (not my opinion either), I'd be attacked from all directions.

And you said that all women in your experience are romantics� and that someone romantic, among other things "has irrational expectations and ideals". Thus, a woman would be rather irrational, wouldn't you say?

Yes, it's your opinion, but it was also my right to respond with a "nope, I'm not a romantic", which was what I did� and you seemed to get insulted by that. Ah, damn, I'm not going to bother with talking to you - I remember the last time I tried to discuss something, and you responded by getting /very/ bad-mouthed. I'm not up to being insulted in that kind of way again by you.

I'm aware of the fact that most people here are guys. That doesn't mean that I have to shut up and keep /my/ opinion back.


And when we're talking about "attack the statement and not the person"... think about how you behaved back in THAT post... :P And then check your own behaviour.

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[ceenda]

There's a guy I know who can walk up to a girl in a nightclub & say:-

"Oi, bitch, you've pulled."

and it works every time!

GO FIG???????

I'd get such a slap if I tried that.

[Lunatique]

Look, let's just all agree on this one point, and shut this thread down for good:

We are all unique and different. Some are romantics, some are not. Some can get offensive, some defensive.
But the bottomline is, we are all capable of love(well, some of us anyway), and we all have different capacities for it. The key is(for those of us who are currently single, or in an unhappy relationship), will we find someone who will accept us for who we are.

The dynamics between people can be very fascinating. The agreements and arguments at this forum, in many ways, don't reflect how the people here are in real life. Some people are the same online as in real life, some are almost complete opposites. But I guess that's what makes these miniature societies we form so interesting.

Anyways, let's kill this thread. I shouldn't have started it in the first place. . .. Some things are better kept to yourself.


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